I need help _bipolar?anxiety?depression? ext.._?

Have you ever been evaluated by a psychologist or a psychiatrist? Sometimes drugs can help if there is a chemical imbalance or a part of the brain is not operating efficiently. Have you had blood work done? Do you have a good primary care physician? He should be able to refer you to someone who can help. Drugs are not always the answer, though. It sounds like you need help from a professional. Good luck!